dear dream blog contributors,
one of my more disturbing reoccurring dream themes is that of my mother hating me. i mean seriously HATING me. in my dreams she is absolutely disgusted with me over various things (last night i wasn't sure why she was so disgusted with me but her disdain led to me driving erratically which then produced even more disdain on her part). in these dreams the look on my mother's face is absolute... well, disgust is the best word i can use. everything about her from her facial expressions to the tone of her voice to her body language is so overwhelmingly hateful. the dreams are so powerful and i will wake up from them feeling just awful for the rest of the day.
the problem is... in real life she couldn't be more opposite. in real life, my mom adores me. she is supportive and always so proud of me. she quite literally is my biggest fan.
SO WHY DO I CONTINUALLY HAVE THESE DREAMS???
seriously, help me out. please.